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I Need Inspiration


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So its Friday,

All I've done today i look at pictures of Pete Wentz, listen to Fall Out Boy, Everyone Dies In Utah, and Paramore. I think after all that I'd be able to find something. But nothing. I thought I wanted to write about... someone.. but I don't know now. I want..to feel something. I want to know that theres something good waiting for me. But I havent found anything. I really don't know. Maybe I just need to vent.

I want to spend a day in Pete Wentz's mind just one day. I'd... probably die . But Just one day, Is that too hard, too much to ask for?

Maybe I'm homesick. I've been on holiday for quite some time now. I miss my mumm and daddy. I mostly miss school. I miss all.. the struggle.

Well.. i miss ... him... hating my every move. It makes me feel good about myself. I love his hatred. I've written countless songs about him and theyre all about me being "perfect for him". I hate.. that i used to feel like i needed to be perfect for him or anything else for that... anyway.

I want to go back and feel.. better than i do now.

Right now.. I just wanna run fast. I just wanna get out of my head for awhile. But I cant.

So this is my FIRST blog..

Maybe you should get to know me huh!

Ok Random facts time

1) My full name is Mikaela Natalya Martinez

2) My favorite things to do are song write and sing

3) I take all honors classes but you wouldn't expect that if you saw me.

4) I love to wear my nerd glasses, theyre real!

5) I have a brother and a half sister. (its complicated)

6) My favorite color is black

7) my favorite song is a day dream away by all time low

8) listening to my favorite song makes me cry horribly.. everytime...

9) I have a pretty dirty mind

10) My favorite band is Fall Out Boy

11) A lot of people would say I look like Selena Gomez

12) I'm .. always.. hyper

13) I'm a magical kisser

14) I used to live in idaho

15) I'm a Gemini

16) I always wanted to be a song writer when i was like 9

17) My very first song was called Mercy

18) I wrote a song that had its own dance routine

19) My inspiration for my screamo songs is We Came As Romans

20) My Punk Songs, Fall Out Boy, All Time Low

21) My techno songs, Breathe Carolina

22) My song, Young Forever Was inspired by a song by Cobra Starship but is sung more like an Amy Winehouse song

23) I'm single

24) I always wanted to be in a girl group like destiny's child or tlc

25) I was quite jealous of Hanna Montanna

26) I have a pug named Bently <3

27) I'm abusive.. verbally

28) I have 5 best friends in the entire world

29) I believe in ... myself

30) I'm a dog person

:) Ok thats all i can thing of for now!!

Read my songs and my blog.. or neither ... im versatile

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