Holidays should be fun and spending time with your family.
For me it's work, work, work and pretending to be happy that I'm with my family.
I'm just glad I'm spending new years eve with my friends. They're more family to me than my real one.
I've been spending so much time learning to play 'Jingle Bells' on my guitar.
I know it wasn't perfect (far from) but I played it for my family on Christmas eve.
My sister was verry enthousiastic. Said I've learned a lot and it keeps getting better.
And than my parents... saying that it was a useless waste of time and that in a few months I would be tired of it.
When I was a little girl, 6-7 years old, I wanted to do music school and learn to play the guitar or drums.
Got the same reaction from my parents back than.
They never understood my love for music.
Even now when I talk with my mom about my writing and the forum she seems to think that it's all a waste of time.
And for my dad I'll never be good enough I guess. Just a hopeless dreamer that is never going to achieve something other than working in a store.
So right now I can't seem to write anything 'cause I only hear my parents saying that it's a waste of time.
Hopefully I will get my inspiration and drive back soon...
Anyway wishing everyone happy holidays here! And a joyfull 2014