God, I don’t know what to say about today. Some was bad. Some was good. Some was absolutely nuts.

This morning I went to the hospital. I got an ultra sound done on my thyroid. Thyroids are gross looking. After that, I took this iodine pill to get me ready for my OTHER tests tomorrow morning. Then I got two tubes of blood taken.

The guy who took my blood was very attractive.

I got back to school in Journalism. Finally. All we did was talk. And Paige got her contacts.

In geography….all was fine. But that ugly, ugly girl…sitting next to Shane….Samara agrees….she doesn’t need to live anymore. I really feel bad when I see them talking…and her flirting…

Math was pretty freaking good. Talked to Shane more than usual. Good. I love talking to him.

Everything else was normal until Science…but I’m not gonna get into that ....tee hee...

Got home….and that’s about it.

Liz is gonna ask Shane about that girl….but she brought something to my attention, that I did not want to admit….but it is the truth.

We’re not together anymore. It’s not cheating, and he has every right to date her.

I really do want to commit suicide now.

xx

P.S. I'm marrying him: