Currently Listening to - Dont Jump - Tokio Hotel ( I love the guitar riff at the start, you should listen to it)

Current Mood : Moderatley Happy

Time : 00:32

I Scream Into The Night For You, Dont Make It True , Dont Jump, The Lights Will Not Guide You Through, They Are Decieving You.

I love this song.

Anyways I now have a nice cup of tea and a lit cigarette so to my day.

I finished my work experience as part of my course for college today and now have a 2 week break for the easter holidays.

Hmm Easter...

I have never been a fan of religion to be honest, it all just seems so fake, I may aswell take up believing that a pepsi bottle is the ruler of the universe because its all the same, actually a pepsi bottle could be a ruler of the earth because of how much the companies are making these days that they could do anything they wanted.

Sorry for the off point rambling but thats me...

I had an hour of rearanging my bathroom today thanks to my OCD which I dont get that often these days but there you go.

Im glad my work experience has finished because on top of my real job and writing it gets a bit overwhelming.

And the fact that I was being told to use like 4 different towels to clean a fridge it all seemed a bit stupid so im glad its over.

I havent done much writing these few days and I havent played my guitar much either.

Oh and today I was woken up with a cheese grater and a spoon being smashed together by my grandfather because I wouldnt get out of bed, I was supposed to be up at 11am but was told I had to be out of bed at 7am... I seriously think he is loosing his marbles slightly but I guess thats excpected seeing as my grandmother has been in hospital for 9 months after suffering a stroke.

And an interesting thing I heard today was that if an eldery person doesnt drink enough water then it can seem as if they have dimensia because of not consuming enough water and I noticed that he all he drinks is either tea or beer.

The ammount of alchohol that my father and grandfather drink is unbelievable it is shown by how much food is in the house, not a lot, so it's left up to me and my 16 year old brother to pick up the pieces and fend for ourselves and feed oursleves with our own money that we earn.

Dont get me wrong I love my father to bits because of all he has done for us over the years (my mother left when we were 5) but I mean if I ask him to buy some groceries or something then its always the same reply " I have no money"

Right thats enough for now

Good night all

Shows how long I havent been on here, this has been sitting as a draft since Easter 2008 LOL.

xxx