AcousticBruce

I was really feeling bad today, my heart ached because I got into a confrontation with someone I liked a lot. But it turned out bad and left me feeling sad and confused. So today after teaching lessons I grabbed my guitar and started just playing what I felt. It turned out really the way I felt. So I started my recorder and just sang whatever came to mind. The melody and guitar I liked. But the lyrics dont make sense and it seems to turn into a different subject. It was about my heart ache at first then I started singing about missing my mom (who died by drunk driver). Then I just lost it emotionally and started crying after singing a certain lyric. The thing is. I did not get a song, and I didnt knwo what to say. I really feel like the song was about my mom the whole time and then I realized it. But I just didnt know what to say. I cant think. Its like I see an image of her, and have no idea what to say. I just think, man I miss her. But I would like to write about her and cant. Is there a series of questions I should write? I just recorded a short version of guitar and lyrics. The lyrics were on the fly and dont really make sense the whole time. But you can see where I am coming from. I just feel most of the time that I do not know what I feel. I figured I would talk about this because this is litterally fresh as of last 20 to 30 minutes. Broken In Two.MP3