Tangled.
My head feels tangled.
I feel tangled, strangled and frustrated.
Its not been a good day.
Why won’t the words come when I want to write a song?
The things I want to say.
Do I even have anything to say?
It’s been a LONG, “not good day†as I woke up at 5am.
Bloody ridiculous. One week I’m only getting to SLEEP at 5am and the next I’m waking up at that ungodly hour.
All I know is that 5 am looks, feels and sounds different depending on whether it's the time you fall asleep or the time you wake up.
I achieved nothing….much.
Re recorded some vocals to an old song. Not happy with the end result though of trying to fine tune the piano.
Shit, I’m just grumpy!
Sometimes I feel so “separate†from my family, and it’s getting to be more and more so.
I feel like they just look at me like I’m some floating around the house servant.
Do any of them even wonder what I do all day?
I’m rained in.
It’s depressing now.
Keira’s birthday tomorrow.
I don’t feel like seeing people, let alone entertaining them.
I’m too busy having a pity party of my own here.
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Wow. I suddenly feel "untangled".
I just listened to a very LONG audio "thing" (Seminar? Don't know what you would call it.) from this guy who wrote the book "Conversations with God".
I'm NOT religious.(I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!)
I like to think of myself as Spiritually seeking....
I am deeply uncomfortable with being part of a group who all believe in the one thing- one God, and reject all other possibilities.
What I just listened to made me feel equally "wowed" as it did uncomfortable, but somehow I've come away from it feeling enlightened and in a much better frame of mind than I was in earlier.
I've got a numb bum though.
If you are a "seeker" and happen to be reading this, and have a spare hour or so ....listen to this. It WILL make you feel "something."
http://evolvingwisdom.com/nealedonaldwalsch/conversationswithgod/download
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