Life is a state of permanent impermanence.

What’s it all for – this?

We feel joy, we feel pain, all in varying degree’s.

We get wrapped up in the stupidity of the greed and lust for experiencing everything we can possibly experience in this oh so very impermanent state of being.

Then, lights out…it’s gone.

Blink.

Sometimes even thinking about these things seems so utterly pointless.

It takes energy to feel joy and pain, and everything inbetween.

Numb takes none.

Wrapped in a blanket at the bottom of that hole.

Seems like it’s all just about how to fill that time of impermanence.

Biding time.

Like waiting for the lights to change.

Blink.

You could pick your nose, masturbate, sing along to the radio, scream profanity, stare into space….

It’s all up to you.

Moments.

Relentlessly tumbling one after the other.

Seconds, minutes, hours, years, decades….

Blink.

Lessons?

What lessons?

What for, who for, what purpose?

God’s entertainment?

“I wanna see that one do “pain†again. She did that well last time. Thoroughly enjoyed the show!â€

God sets the stage and we dance.

All of us right here right NOW, dancing.

An impermanent dance.

Fifteen minutes of fame.

Then, lights out….it’s gone.

Blink.