Well, finally a topic I am gaining some knowledge on.

About January 8th I decided to pitch the cigarettes and although it was hard it was well worth it....., I think!

The reason I am not sure goes as follows.

Problem #1 -Seems like during the entire quiting process I found myself not knowing what to do with myself other than going to bed.

Problem #2 - Unable to fall asleep. You see, well before I ever got to this point I used beer to help me fall asleep...we're talking years people...decades even.

Problem #3 - I found out it takes quite a bit more beer to knock out an ex-calm-ex-smoker. Lot's more.

Problem #4 - Felt like shit in the morning, but felt better in the evening when the beer would kick in, then felt like shit in the morning, but felt.....you get the picture. But hey, still no smoking!!!

Well, let's just say this extremely buff and hansom man was getting a tad bit scared. I hear that livers don't take kindly to beer by the truckload.

Anyway, I went to the Doc, I talked, he listened. I don't smoke and I don't drink at the moment (about a week and a half so far)

Is this all worth it? Am I happy? Is it worth living clean but feeling miserable?

All of these questions can not be answered. Only time will tell. (The little pills help, I'll say that)

Word to the young, be careful, shitty lifestyles have a way of sneaking up on you.

From the GUT

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