shelleyshoes

may be a tad personal for everybody to understand my meaning to this. you turn right around when you're drunk and tell me you love me, but when you're sober it's a whole different story, you tell me you're leaving and all's I hope is you're lying, I sit alone in my room and i'll just break down crying, I'm caught in a trap how much more can I take of this crap? my heart is aching, it's breaking, i'm shaking, I wish I was taken, but i'm not i'm single though, but it's not as easy as just letting you go, I'm too involved now, too infatuated, knew from the beginning i'd be in this situation. But from the beginning I believe I've made you feel sane, from a stranger to an angel it's a shame you don't feel the same, you can upset me and then kiss me and i'll forget why I was angry, even sometimes it's just me being cranky. but really this shit's got to stop, you really need to make your mind up, 9 months on we're still playing the friends with benefits, when neither of us benefit, we need to take the next step, even if we just experiment. See how it goes and see if it works couldn't give a f*ck if anybody else cares, it's me and you it's just us, we make a good team we could eventually fall in love. If you just let yourself, don't be afraid, be with me and you wont feel hurt again, the past is dead and buried just leave it there don't dig it back up nothing will be the same. Look ahead to the future the white lights the bright lights even those late nights. I wont hold you back i'll be right by your side, supporting and cheering 'cause I know how hard you've tried. Just treat me right and i'll always be there, even when we bicker and you write it on twitter i'll never be bitter only trying to make things better. 'cause you know Con you mean the world to me, nothing can replace you perfection is all I can see, one day I hope you agree with me, don't want to look back when i'm 30 and say "oh remember him?" I want to see and help you succeed travel the world even do some sight seeing, your father looking down filled with pride, saying those lyrics kept my soul alive, I'm proud of you son always knew you'd make something of yourself, i'm sorry that I left but that just couldn't be helped, I'm always there though living in your insides, in your heart reading between the lines, I'm proud of you Con, never stop until you get what you want, you'll be famous forever, go down in history I know that you miss me and sometimes it makes you angry. but everything will be fine, listen it's your time to shine, it will all come in time, so chill and have a glass of wine. It's everybody's diary. Influence and the globe will listen, world tours a new exhibition.

Hi, I am 21 years old and have recently only just started writing poetry/ lyrics in the last 3 months. I always write the truth and I always write from the heart. I hope you enjoy anything I post.