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Very good. I like it a lot.

I wrote this the other day, and it's the first one I've written in a while, so it isn't my best. But it's not my worst either. It was originally suppose to be an Ottava Rima type poem. But I kind of stopped the syllable count at the end, and I couldn't rhyme this at all, so it turned out to kinda be free verse. Oh well. "Yes, It's True" Yes, it's true, I'd fake a smile just for you I'll fake a smile just to see you happy Yes, it's true, behind my smile, I'm dying Yes, it's true, behind these eyes are decay It's getting harder, but I'll smile just for you Yes, I'll smile just for you Yes, it's true, I'd laugh just to see you smile I'll bite my lip to hide my pain Yes, it's true, under these sleeves are the scars Yes, it's true, the blood in these veins runs cold Yes, it's true, I'll do anything to make you happy Yes, it's true, I'd die just for you xx

I like this. It's really good.

God, I don’t know what to say about today. Some was bad. Some was good. Some was absolutely nuts. This morning I went to the hospital. I got an ultra sound done on my thyroid. Thyroids are gross looking. After that, I took this iodine pill to get me ready for my OTHER tests tomorrow morning. Then I got two tubes of blood taken. The guy who took my blood was very attractive. I got back to school in Journalism. Finally. All we did was talk. And Paige got her contacts. In geography….all was fine. But that ugly, ugly girl…sitting next to Shane….Samara agrees….she doesn’t need to live anymore. I really feel bad when I see them talking…and her flirting… Math was pretty freaking good. Talked to Shane more than usual. Good. I love talking to him. Everything else was normal until Science…but I’m not gonna get into that ....tee hee... Got home….and that’s about it. Liz is gonna ask Shane about that girl….but she brought something to my attention, that I did not want to admit….but it is the truth. We’re not together anymore. It’s not cheating, and he has every right to date her. I really do want to commit suicide now. xx P.S. I'm marrying him:

Aw, I really, really like this. It's sweet, and making a poem a letter is really cool. "The breath of wind will try my tears." I like that line.

I really like this poem.

I really like this. Especially "running to the lowest places filling up the empty spaces carrying my thoughts out to the sea"

Sitting on my bed, Strumming my guitar. It's missing a string, I'm missing my heart. It's still beating somewhere, barely hanging on. Beaten up, and bruised, Ripped, torn, and stepped on. Cheesy and cliche, like everything I write, sadly, but I like this one. Dunno...

Ryan Ross. Everything he writes is so discriptive and each song is a story. But if you don't get the lyrics, you don't get the story. I love that. But I'm thinkin' Ville Valo comes real, real close.

I like this a lot.

This is sweet.

I wanted to committ suicide this morning. And I told a friend how I felt. She's reporting me to the counselor. Guess I'm not dyin' any time soon. Darn. The reasons for these feelings are dumb. I want to die because Shane has a friend who is female in our Geography class. Seems like Geography is turning out to be just this horrible, horrible thing every day that I just can't destroy. I dunno....they were talking. And I don't know if he likes her...or if she likes him...'cause I'll tell you this right now: If she likes him, I'll kill her. Shane....he just can't be anyone's but mine. I saw them talking, and I just felt like throwing up. At least we talked today. He's in a better mood. I am so overly sensitive lately. Everything makes me start crying. I was watching an AT&T commercial last night and started bawling my eyes out. I've been eating 89 tons of food every day and not losing or gaining a pound. I think I'm addicted to metoprolol. Jk, jk, I'd be dead if I was. Drinkin' a "revive" vitamin water and listening to "Plastic Surgery Slumber Party" by Jeffree Star. Today in Health we all went to the auditorium where almost all of the school bands played. And nearly all of them sucked. The dood in my Health class that my bff likes is going to write a song called "spork." Awesome. I think I'm about done writing. "Keep it ninja" xx

Steve: I'm from Missouri.....I'm into music. Mostly emo pop, hardcore emo, punk, goth and metal. I like chillin' with my homies and writin' at 1am in my bed buggin' the neighbors out the window with my lazer pointer. John: I've never thought about genre when writing. Not even a melody. I just write lyrics. Which I think is a bad thing, because a lot of the time I put too many syllables into a line without knowing, because I have no melody. xx

John: Thanks! I have some really good lyrics, that really mean something to me, but I'm not sure on how to fit 'em all together. I have the first verse to a song, and not a chorus or a title. That's my problem. I'll read 'em now. xx

John: I write more lyrics, but I don't personally think that my lyrics are better. I have two songs that I wrote on The Song Writer Forums. I'm trying to write more lyrics, but the verses and everything that I write is all for some reason separate, and none of it fits together. xx