True Story

[shelleyshoes]

may be a tad personal for everybody to understand my meaning to this.

you turn right around when you're drunk and tell me you love me,

but when you're sober it's a whole different story,

you tell me you're leaving and all's I hope is you're lying,

I sit alone in my room and i'll just break down crying,

I'm caught in a trap

how much more can I take of this crap?

my heart is aching, it's breaking, i'm shaking, I wish I was taken,

but i'm not i'm single though,

but it's not as easy as just letting you go,

I'm too involved now, too infatuated,

knew from the beginning i'd be in this situation.

But from the beginning I believe I've made you feel sane,

from a stranger to an angel it's a shame you don't feel the same,

you can upset me and then kiss me and i'll forget why I was angry,

even sometimes it's just me being cranky.

but really this shit's got to stop,

you really need to make your mind up,

9 months on we're still playing the friends with benefits,

when neither of us benefit,

we need to take the next step,

even if we just experiment.

See how it goes and see if it works

couldn't give a f*ck if anybody else cares,

it's me and you it's just us,

we make a good team we could eventually fall in love.

If you just let yourself, don't be afraid,

be with me and you wont feel hurt again,

the past is dead and buried just leave it there

don't dig it back up nothing will be the same.

Look ahead to the future

the white lights

the bright lights

even those late nights.

I wont hold you back i'll be right by your side,

supporting and cheering 'cause I know how hard you've tried.

Just treat me right and i'll always be there,

even when we bicker

and you write it on twitter

i'll never be bitter

only trying to make things better.

'cause you know Con you mean the world to me,

nothing can replace you perfection is all I can see,

one day I hope you agree with me,

don't want to look back when i'm 30 and say "oh remember him?"

I want to see and help you succeed

travel the world even do some sight seeing,

your father looking down filled with pride,

saying those lyrics kept my soul alive,

I'm proud of you son always knew you'd make something of yourself,

i'm sorry that I left but that just couldn't be helped,

I'm always there though living in your insides,

in your heart reading between the lines,

I'm proud of you Con, never stop until you get what you want,

you'll be famous forever, go down in history

I know that you miss me

and sometimes it makes you angry.

but everything will be fine,

listen it's your time to shine,

it will all come in time,

so chill and have a glass of wine.

It's everybody's diary.

Influence and the globe will listen, world tours a new exhibition.

[jimharmon]

Not just a tad!

Leave this fool before it gets bad.

Any body that can write lyrics or poems

can plainly see that this acceptance is foolish.

You are really reaching out

looking for a way to finally get out

of a bad situation

that may have been of your making!

The past is NEVER dead and burried

You can't un do what has been done

We are who we are, don't ever change

inspite of promises made.

My advice to you is short and sweet

Leave this fool, get back on your feet.

Look for a healthy relationship

Write happy songs for St. Pete!

Edited August 18, 2012 by jimharmon

[cisco]

I agree..you need to get out of that relationship, sometimes the best help is letting someone go.

good write!