my very last hope

[Hope4Peace]

im so confused, i dont know what to do...

no matter what i do, i cant stop fallin for you...

and the only thing keepin' me from fallin to my death,

is a torn and tattered rope.

and youre the one whos holdin' it, youre my very last hope.

i keep on tryin, but my soul is dyin.

i want so badly just to make you mine...

and theres just one thought thats keepin' me here.

to think that you could be the one.

and i know it can never happen, so down my arm the blood shall run.

im stuck in a rutt, i cant help but cut.

you really have no clue, just how much i love you...

and the only thing keepin' even somewhat alive,

is a hope to someday find new love.

and youre the one whos restored my faith, youre like an angel from above.

im loosin my mind, i aint got tha time.

i cant believe, this pain i cant relieve...

and theres just one thing that never seems to change.

i cant get her face to erase.

an immage so clear, branded in my head,

always makin' me wish im dead

i must be crazy for thinkin' like this,

its like im livin' in a dream.

a dream i know will never come true...

a dream of you and me...

but theres only one thing keepin' me from fallin' to my death,

and its a torn and tattered rope.

and youre the one whos holdin' it, youre my very last hope.

so what can i do? i feel like i need you...

but i know that its all in my head.

but i cant help but be drawn to you;

youre really the only reason,

i havent wound up dead...

and theres just one thing that never seems to change.

i cant get her face to erase.

an immage so clear, branded in my head,

always makin' me wish im dead

im so confused, i dont know what to do...

no matter what i do, i cant stop fallin' for you.

but youre all that i have now.

i dont wanna loose you,

cause i know that these feeling i have are all true;

but i know its a dream that will never come true.....

and there just one thought thats keepin' me here.

to think that you could be the one.

and i know it can never happen, so down my arm the blood shall run.

and i cant really say if its me or its you,

but i know that it wont work;

ill wind up in the dirt......

and the only thing keepin' even somewhat alive,

is a hope to someday find new love.

and youre the one whos restored my faith, youre like an angel from above.

i know you dont want either of us hurt,

so ill spare us both the pain.....

i just end it now before it even begins;

ill slash right through my veins...

but theres just one thing keepin' me from fallin' to my death,

and its a torn and tattered rope.

and youre the one whos holdin' it, youre my very last hope.

Copyright ©2005 Amanda Hope Indelicato

Edited June 30, 2005 by bethers_is_my_baby

[Rudi]

I think the outstanding part of this is the rhythm of contradiction. Very appropriate.

[Hope4Peace]

yea.....well im just so confused.... i just needed to get it all down....and i guess here it is.....and thats not even the half.......but yea... all that contradiction is exactly what i wanted... cause thats how im feelin..... thanx for commentin'....

*~peace and love~*