I think i am partially a human being like you all, but not completely.

...Sometimes, i swear, my feelings try to convince me i am a weird half-human...

  > Maybe it is my self defence - trying to cover the truth - that i am a useless idiot that deserves to be punished for it's existence, and all the unfinished shit? I dont have the borders setted up, as you have. I have no controll. And  i just want to be happy, ok?  So let's f*cked it up, we are not enemies. And i think i am nice, but just way too f*cked up.