i told you so

[Hope4Peace]

hey.... sry, ... i kno u prolly dont wanna hear this stuff. but i just needed to get it out.....

you look at me

you see my scars

you see the blood

flow down my arm

but you dont care

you continue to yell

as im slowly burinin

in my personal hell

not even so much

as a hug from you

no "im sorry, i do care"

or an "i love you"

well what should i think

when im drownin in my blood

and you wont even lend a hand

to help me get up

youre the one whos sposed to be there

no matter what

youre my mother goddamn it

do your f***in job

you pretend to know what im thinkin

how i feel inside my heart

but youre so f***in blind you cant even see

thats its been completly torn apart

if you knew me at all

then youd know what i need

is for you shut up an listen

or get out an leave

but no! you keep pushin

an im about to fall off...

of this cliff that youve put me on

please just step the f*** off

you continue to tease me

continue to taunt

while im beginin to think

this must be what you want

so if you want me dead...

then please let me know....

cause ill do it, i swear...

even if just to be able to say

i told u so

[Steve]

Whoa! Angry stuff! Have you considered showing the target of your rage this?

[nigel lawry]

i like it

well said..

[Hope4Peace]

thnx guys ..... and yes i did think about showin her....but kinda hard since its my mother...and i live with her.....but i may give it to her next time she starts sumthin...... thnx again

*~peace and love~*