I have the complete vision, but I'm currently still lacking the funds to do what I want to do, the way I want to do it. Then there is the question, "Do I really want to do a CD or just have my songs mastered for iTunes?" Followed by the question regardless of what I do … "What do I expect out of it?" Then the last question "What's the point?" I've been so in the dumps about debt and health care, and my own health I can't seem to allow myself to waste a bunch of money on something so self-indulgent. So I guess, in short, I've been holding my own pity party for the past few months.