Topside Box

[2ndSun]

Although i attempted to make a nice love song, it just didnt happen, a lesson against love ensued...

 

(hook)
Am I with you
Burning deep down tells me no
Just getting through to you
That I don’t want you no more

(v1)
We first matched eyes upon dance floor
Kidding myself shes ****ing unreal 
Day dreaming, wishing I was her man
Does she even know how much I adore,
From afar
Standing at the bar,
Swigging my drink
Downing thoughts topside box on the brink 
Hazy
Time to channel the inner Swayze 
Think im the right state to make us united 
On the beach watching the sun rise
Target acquired as our union erupts 
The growth of love in a heart so blighted

Am I with you
Burning deep down tells me no
Just getting through to you
That I don’t need you no more

(v2)
No longer dreaming its reality 
With her standing my heart with glee
Yet, The noggin is saying no
Is it wrong to deny him
He ****ing got me here I know
Weren’t my heart that did the fighting, I worry
Too much lust
Without trust in a hurry
My stomachs all knotted
Think I need to stop
Not used to these feelings in my topside box

Am I with you
The burning deep down tells me no
Just getting through to you
That I don’t want you no more

(v3)
This must be a joke or im crazy
Her desire for me was immense 
Don’t know if its wizened or lazy
But my topside box just prefers the cess
Hate to admit 
But im a peaceful guy
Cus the smoke aint wanting 
A piece of the pie
It just leaves me in peace, instead of in pieces
Which is all I see from these couples retreated
Into their own homes 
Where there problems get magnified 
And I swear its like their innocence gets bent up and sodomised. 

(outro)
So I say **** love and all its pretenders
More bullshit drama, an episode of eastenders

[iwishtorightasong]

soo long nice job on this